juxtapose;
i didnt not want to find myself
in such an acrimonious position-
but nay,
destiny thwarted me so
caustic bitterness swept like burning acid
over my heavy heart
i felt dead- butthetorturouspainmeantiwas alive
left alone to ponder o'er my piteous fate;
oh what a state-
of juxtapose.
so alike and yet so different-
my smile of mirth
but eyes of eerie calm-
fading to its flickering dullness
betray the fact-

that a soul once inhabitted this lonely shell

ps. am a tad depressed o'er my o level ss paper
apologies for my spontaneous dark poetry
perchance understand-
thy ways one attempt to relieve ones burdens